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Literally… my life story.



Team

What is the real meaning of a team.. Is it a group of people that come together to work for a common goal? Or maybe it’s just something to join while the time passes. As i’m on this team more and more i lose sight of what really matters. In high school, all of my best friends were on my sports teams with me, everyone worked together off the field and it showed ON the field. I feel like at my new college team, the girls just don’t care. One of the girls even said it today, they dont care whether they are best friends with you or not, they just want to get the job done. In a sense, i can tell where she’s coming from, especially because we just got crushed against a fucking D3 team that wasn’t even that good. But when you think about it, the best teams are the closest teams. If i feel like no one wants me on the team, then why the hell would i want to be on the team? Honestly whatthefuckever i don’t care anymore. Fuck trying to impress people and living up to their expectations. I’m tired of being the “problem” class, where we are called a “joke” and “slackers”, first of all, a big FUCK YOU to all of you fucking sophomores/juniors. You’re supposed to step up and act like leaders but all you do is talk behind people’s backs or just stir up more drama, im just tired of dealing with the same shit.. I don’t even feel like i’m on a team. I feel like i’m playing a game with complete strangers who couldn’t care less about me, so why should I care about the team or them?


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